"Yes. Nearly everybody gets twitterpated in the springtime. For example: You're walking along, minding your own business. You're looking neither to the left, nor to the right, when all of a sudden you run smack into a pretty face. Woo-woo! You begin to get weak in the knees. Your head's in a whirl. And then you feel light as a feather, and before you know it, you're walking on air. And then you know what? You're knocked for a loop, and you completely lose your head!"

Monday, February 7, 2011

What if?

   I watch a lot of TV shows, I feel like this is something you should know about me. Some people might say it's a problem, but if TV is my addiction then I am perfectly okay with that.  On a regular basis I watch Glee, Chuck, Cougar Town, Harry's Law, Greek, Parenthood, Fairly Legal, Pretty Little Liars, Saturday Night Live, and Bones. I know that that is a lot, but sometimes, when my day was terrible or I just want to veg out and not think about things, the thought that there are multiple shows waiting for me in my Hulu queue makes everything much more bearable.
  Earlier today I was watching the Bones episode from last week.  I absolutely love Bones, I have from the pilot, and I will until the series finale.  The immense love felt by Booth for Dr. Brennan is so awesome, and so heart warming, that I keep coming back for more.  Now, for any of you who are Bones fans you will know that Booth is not with Dr. Brennan (at the moment), but he still loves her. One of his lines in last weeks episode really struck me. Booth said to Brennan that


"...you can love a lot of people in this world, but there is only one person that you love the most."

   This line made me take a second to think.  Is this true? Is there really only one person you love the most? There are a lot of people I love in this world, but I can't pick one that I love the most. I love them all differently, but I don't love one more than the other.  While I was pondering this very philosophical quote a thought suddenly struck me. What if the reason I don't have one person I love the most is because I haven't found that person yet?  What if they are out there somewhere, waiting to be found? What if?
   I was talking to Kelsey about an hour ago, telling her how I hate "What if" because it often holds us back.  I am a worrier by nature, and "What if" is a question that crosses my mind hourly.  But this "What if" was different. This one was a happy "What if", one full of possibility rather than doubt, hope, rather than fear. This is a "What if" that I want to think about, not one that I will push to the back of my mind, hoping to never come across again.  From now on I am going to try to embrace all of those "What if" moments in life, because who know? One of those "What ifs" might just lead to something amazing.

Love,
   Tayleranne

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